Well, I can't say that this day is somehow different to others that I'm facing all the time, but probably today I was thinking a lot and this thoughts were really different if I will simply add all of them.
First of all this Saturday I will have my TOEFL exam and I think that after it I will be very happy, that finally this shit is not on my shoulders :))) And I will go and drinik beer, problem is that I don't know with whom I will do it, because all my friends are out of city on the conference - Open Up where I was supposed to be a faci, but because nice person Inna Barysh and her mistake in lists of people for TOEFL I will not be there. Ok, what can I do with that. I can't change this reality.
In the morning I realized that next Summer my good firend will get married. I was really surprised. The most surprising for me was probably thought that Lena and I, we were the same in our attitude to marrige. We were all the thinking that our career is the most important, that were are still young and whole life is in front of us, that we can drink till we are dad and that we can sleep with everyone we like, or at least something like that :))) As a result, friend that was sharing the same views according life will marry next Summer. Than I also realized that Lena will finish University, she will get Master degree, she has good job, he has beloved person, so why not to get married? She has everything we were striving for in school. And than I compared her with me and I understood that my plans can't be stoped with marrige. I still have what to do next three years and I can't interrupt it. That's why I wish good luck for Lena and also for myself :)))
Another clever thought that came to me is that in a month I will go for internship far-far away from my native home to very unknown country and I will have to addopt to smth new and unknown. I know that I will survive everywhere, the only thing that I'm a bit afraid. I know that I'm strong enough to overcome all difficulties and I will do that.
Today I got angry with Nastya. First of all she didn't tell me that she applied for being a faci on New Horizons and the worst thing is that she was selected. I know that she will be mentally with me, when I will be in the train to go to Kiev, but she will not give me a hug near it. That is smth that I was expecting from her, and I will not experience that. All my LC also will be out there. I know that I will cry and noone of them will be near me at that moment.
Do not consider that I don't want to go for internship I'm just a bit afraid.
четверг, 23 октября 2008 г.
вторник, 7 октября 2008 г.
Bridget Jones :))))
Nowadays there are verious movies for different audience.There are films for those that want to see fights and famcy cars with totally sexy girls that are going around almost naked; there are movies like Вечное сияние разума, I'm sorry for my Russian, it is just because simply don't know hot to name it in English, when you are not getting what all things are about till the complite end of the film, or maybe it is just me that didn't know how things will finish. Frankly speaking, I don't care abou this :)))
And there are movies like Bridget Jones. I know that someone can say that it is completely stupid and there is nothing valuable in that kind of films. I will totally disagree with this people and there are several reasons for that. First of all is that this movie is making you smile and lough and I think that if something done such a n effect on you, you need to be happy, because you found such moment, such movie or such person. Second of all this film is easy to except and you don't need to creat additional theories about it perseption, you can relax when you are watching it :)))
And the third reason is that this movie is about LOVE.I know that it sounds typical but it is like that. After watching this movie you realize that LOVE is exsiting and you just need to search for it a bit more, maybe just a little bit and it will come into your life, the only thing is not to miss it :) And one more conclusion that is in my mind right now is that you can always find a person that will love you the way you are, because it sounds not like love for me, when your boyfriend or girlfriend is trying to change you for bigger personal convinience.
If human love doesn't carry a man beyond himself, it is not LOVE
If love is always discreet, always wise, always sensible, always calculating,
Never carried beyond itself, it is not LOVE at all.
Oswald Chambers
And there are movies like Bridget Jones. I know that someone can say that it is completely stupid and there is nothing valuable in that kind of films. I will totally disagree with this people and there are several reasons for that. First of all is that this movie is making you smile and lough and I think that if something done such a n effect on you, you need to be happy, because you found such moment, such movie or such person. Second of all this film is easy to except and you don't need to creat additional theories about it perseption, you can relax when you are watching it :)))
And the third reason is that this movie is about LOVE.I know that it sounds typical but it is like that. After watching this movie you realize that LOVE is exsiting and you just need to search for it a bit more, maybe just a little bit and it will come into your life, the only thing is not to miss it :) And one more conclusion that is in my mind right now is that you can always find a person that will love you the way you are, because it sounds not like love for me, when your boyfriend or girlfriend is trying to change you for bigger personal convinience.
If human love doesn't carry a man beyond himself, it is not LOVE
If love is always discreet, always wise, always sensible, always calculating,
Never carried beyond itself, it is not LOVE at all.
Oswald Chambers
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