Everything is changing too fast. Things change, people change, environment change. Hey world! Can you slow down just a little bit. I do want some acting in my life, but I don't want certain things to change. I want my friends to stay the way they were when I left, I want relationship to have the same meaning as they used to have. I still want to have my people, being my people. I don't want this things to change. I want the CORE. I want that something that was uniting us to be the same. I want to be back. Why we are so far apart now? Why there is whole ocean between us?

Reality is too shocking to be excepted...

Recently I caught myself on a thought that I was never loved so much by someone, excluding my mum of course. I was never so tenderly loved be a man.

He is always there. At any hour of a day or night. He is always there by my side. He is always supportive, motivating, hugging, funny and just the way you need him.

He is there when I laugh and he is there when I cry. He is there to support me when I'm super frustrated and he is there when I'm jumping from joy. He always knows what I need to hear this or that second. He is just the way how THE ONE should be.

I will not lie, not always it was like this. At the beginning it was muuuuuch worse than what it is right now. It took a lot of time and efforts from both sides to get where we are right now, and I'm extremely happy about the relationship that I have.

I constantly feel happy......