My dear, dear friends and simply people that arereading my blog. Now it is time for me to say good - bye to my new home - to India. In 45 minutes I'm leaving hospitable family of my good friend Akkriti and I'm going to the airport. At 8 pm, I will have my flight to some misterious city in United Arab Amirates, where I'm supposed to waite for 9 hours. Being in India I started to be more flexible in thinking about this. I have good book, I have sleeping bag, I will survive. After that I havemy flight to Ukraine, to my Motherlad. So at 13.15, my dear friends, I will lend in Kiev and I will finally see them,it, us :))
It will be strange, it will be challenging, but it is HOME, and it is always good to come back home. I love my Indian frieds, but I love my mum more. So, I will be very happy to see her again, after 5 months of my absence. I will see all this idiots aka my friends and I will be extremly happy :)) Because they will come to the airport to meet me there.
Today, I was told that I'm a lucky person. You know what? I know that I'm lucky :)) And I'm felling very proud of it. I went to India, alone. I found myself, I found friends, I had a great job, I fullfield my dream to be a Vice - President in AIESEC, in the area that I was always dreaming about. I have good friends in UKraine, that are waiting for me. I have my mum andmy grandparents, that are still alive from mother's and father's line. I'm very happy and very lucky.
I'm very thankful for everyone that maid my staying here so special and so unique. And here, I'm saying thank you not only for Indian friends, but for Ukrainian as well, because this people were cheering me up, when I didn't see bright things in life.
HUge thank you once again to all of you!!!!!
понедельник, 13 апреля 2009 г.
понедельник, 6 апреля 2009 г.
This mysterious word that is called FRIENDSHIP
You know, this days there are so many things that I'm thinking about.
I'm thinking about Ukraine and India, I have thoughts about my old and new home. I'm thinking about my friends there and here and those that are from all over the world. I didn't stick to any normal decision about my life. I just know that I need to go, I know that family is requiring me, that's why I'm leaving.
Once, Franka and I had a talk on her balcony - our beloved place for talking. And I was telling her, that I'm afraid of coming back. I think that she was surprised to hear that statement from me - such a strong personality. I was saying to her that I'm afraid to go home, because I lost part of life there. I'm not in the stream. I don't know what is going on in life of my friends. So, how will I fit there?
She was saying that there are no problem with that. If you want you will feet in every person's life, as I did before. I was agreeing with her at some part, but still I had doubts.
Today I realized, that I was partly right. I realized that it will be a little harder to assimilate to Ukrainian life again. It will be hard to show my Ukrainian friends that I still matter. I don't know what happened, I don't know why they lost something unique, but I can't feel it right now. Only thing that I realize at this very moment, that I will have lot's of shocks when I will reach Ukraine and not only cultural one!
I'm thinking about Ukraine and India, I have thoughts about my old and new home. I'm thinking about my friends there and here and those that are from all over the world. I didn't stick to any normal decision about my life. I just know that I need to go, I know that family is requiring me, that's why I'm leaving.
Once, Franka and I had a talk on her balcony - our beloved place for talking. And I was telling her, that I'm afraid of coming back. I think that she was surprised to hear that statement from me - such a strong personality. I was saying to her that I'm afraid to go home, because I lost part of life there. I'm not in the stream. I don't know what is going on in life of my friends. So, how will I fit there?
She was saying that there are no problem with that. If you want you will feet in every person's life, as I did before. I was agreeing with her at some part, but still I had doubts.
Today I realized, that I was partly right. I realized that it will be a little harder to assimilate to Ukrainian life again. It will be hard to show my Ukrainian friends that I still matter. I don't know what happened, I don't know why they lost something unique, but I can't feel it right now. Only thing that I realize at this very moment, that I will have lot's of shocks when I will reach Ukraine and not only cultural one!
пятница, 3 апреля 2009 г.
I'm leaving so soon
OMG!!!!!!!!!
I have so many thoughts right now in my head, so many feelings in my heart. My mood is changing every moment, every second. I can see all my life in India in front of my eyes. I can remember that fun that I had here, that intense experience. I'm getting crazy with all of this that is overwhelming me now.
I know that I'm lucky person. As I know that I'm happy person. This 4.5 months that I spend in India is such a diverse experience that will never face again. I'm not a pessimist, I'm crazy optimist. I just know that my life in a way that it was will never repeat. I will never be with the same people at the same situation in the same mind state at the same feelings level. I know that pretty good. That's why I feel so happy and so special at the same moment.
Here I experienced all emotions that human beings can ever have.
I was feeling happiness when I was selected for EB, I was feeling love or likeness when I was dating with him, I was feeling desire sitting next to another one, I was feeling jealous when I heard about stories of interns in Europe, I was feeling proud when I created content of GEP event, I was feeling happy when my LC got 5 awards during NatCong, I was feeling euphoria when we got JNC, I was feeling depression, when my Ukrainian friends were writing letters to me, I was feeling homesickness attacks when I was ignored, I was feeling care when my friends were making some small things that I was requiring at that moment and they just heard that by accident, I was feeling true friendship when Franka gave me money, when mine was stolen, I was feeling once again care when people around me were worrying how I will get home after 12 or something like that.
Guys I was constantly feeling happiness in different dimensions. I don't have possibility to write each and every situation that happened with me here, but be sure that all that is in my head and in my heart.
I think that I'm repeating this phrase probably 100 times already, but I don't care: India is like home for me. My new home and now I need to go to my old home: Ukraine, Lviv.
My motto for this days: Don't cry because it's gone, smile because it happened. I'm smiling even more than I'm usually doing :))))
Love you all :)))
I have so many thoughts right now in my head, so many feelings in my heart. My mood is changing every moment, every second. I can see all my life in India in front of my eyes. I can remember that fun that I had here, that intense experience. I'm getting crazy with all of this that is overwhelming me now.
I know that I'm lucky person. As I know that I'm happy person. This 4.5 months that I spend in India is such a diverse experience that will never face again. I'm not a pessimist, I'm crazy optimist. I just know that my life in a way that it was will never repeat. I will never be with the same people at the same situation in the same mind state at the same feelings level. I know that pretty good. That's why I feel so happy and so special at the same moment.
Here I experienced all emotions that human beings can ever have.
I was feeling happiness when I was selected for EB, I was feeling love or likeness when I was dating with him, I was feeling desire sitting next to another one, I was feeling jealous when I heard about stories of interns in Europe, I was feeling proud when I created content of GEP event, I was feeling happy when my LC got 5 awards during NatCong, I was feeling euphoria when we got JNC, I was feeling depression, when my Ukrainian friends were writing letters to me, I was feeling homesickness attacks when I was ignored, I was feeling care when my friends were making some small things that I was requiring at that moment and they just heard that by accident, I was feeling true friendship when Franka gave me money, when mine was stolen, I was feeling once again care when people around me were worrying how I will get home after 12 or something like that.
Guys I was constantly feeling happiness in different dimensions. I don't have possibility to write each and every situation that happened with me here, but be sure that all that is in my head and in my heart.
I think that I'm repeating this phrase probably 100 times already, but I don't care: India is like home for me. My new home and now I need to go to my old home: Ukraine, Lviv.
My motto for this days: Don't cry because it's gone, smile because it happened. I'm smiling even more than I'm usually doing :))))
Love you all :)))
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