Я не люблю фатального исхода.
От жизни никогда не устаю.
Я не люблю любое время года,
Когда веселых песен не пою.
Я не люблю открытого цинизма,
В восторженность не верю, и еще,
Когда чужой мои читает письма,
Заглядывая мне через плечо.
Я не люблю, когда наполовину
Или когда прервали разговор.
Я не люблю, когда стреляют в спину,
Я также против выстрелов в упор.
Я ненавижу сплетни в виде версий,
Червей сомненья, почестей иглу,
Или, когда все время против шерсти,
Или, когда железом по стеклу.
Я не люблю уверенности сытой,
Уж лучше пусть откажут тормоза!
Досадно мне, что слово "честь" забыто,
И что в чести наветы за глаза.
Когда я вижу сломанные крылья,
Нет жалости во мне и неспроста -
Я не люблю насилье и бессилье,
Вот только жаль распятого Христа.
Я не люблю себя, когда я трушу,
Досадно мне, когда невинных бьют,
Я не люблю, когда мне лезут в душу,
Тем более, когда в нее плюют.
Я не люблю манежи и арены,
На них мильон меняют по рублю,
Пусть впереди большие перемены,
Я это никогда не полюблю.
1969
вторник, 10 марта 2009 г.
пятница, 6 марта 2009 г.
My dearest Executive Body AIESEC in Chandigarh 2009
You know, my dear friends from all over the world, this time has come. Time to write about people that are making my life here, in Chandigarh. And by the way they are making it GREAT!!!!
I know that there are still so many things to find out about this people, as well for some of them I'm like a mystery. Some of them know me from one side, others from another, but there is one common thing for all of us. We are striving to be a team. Not always it is successful, not always it is soooo bad. But we are together. We have one goal, one dream, one desire - TO BE NUMBER ONE LC IN THE AIESEC WORLD IN 2009 .
So, now I want to share what I think, what I know, what I feel towards these 11 bright Individuals!
So, starting from Sahil :)
This person was among few first people who excepted me in EB, not like a foreigner, not like intern, but as a friend, as a team mate. And I'm so thankful for that. Sahil, is the one who can make me think in another, non-standard way. His best phrase about me: Yuliya, there is fun in life even without agenda!
Thank you Sahil, for all our talks in your car, thank's for always dropping me home, thank's for all your valuable advices in AIESEC work, in life, in staying in India, in acting with guys :)))
Gautam
Gautam is a person, who's questions are the most non expectable. My personal life is the most interesting topic for discussion. I remember one moment after GEP event, we had party in AIESEC office. We were standing in the yard, drinking beer, making speaches for people who made this event possible. And I was standing near Gautam, Sahil and TJ. You know, at that moment I had so strong feeling of being one team, having the same views on our goals and having the same desire to achieve them!Thank you for that!
Gautam, is always near by to help. If you ask him for a favour he will be always there. He will come to trainee house to solve some problem even in late night or early morning! Thank's Gauti, for your commitment! Thank's for being so funny and so unpredictable!
Sourabh
Sourabh is the most challenging person to work with. You never know what is going on his head. At this moment he can talk about sessions for GEP event, next moment he is telling me something about his life and than back to the video for the first session that we didn't discuss yet :))
But at the same time, only working with such great individual as Sourabh you can feel passion of the organisation, you can understand how much he is carrying for everything that he is doing. And when he is saying: "Yuliya, don't worry, everything will be alright " I really believe in that, because he is great :)))
My last meeting with Sourabh lasted for 4 hours. We created plan of my work, added new dimensions and completely changed perspectives for a few things. He is motivating me to work more and more! Thank you my dear for that!
Akkriti
At the beginning of my term I even didn't see that girl. She wasn't present at EB announcement, I didn't go for NatCong, so we didn't meet for 1 month or something like that. Our first working meeting was probably during GEP event, where I've seen how she is working with media! Gushhhh, that is something fantastic! She is just crazy about that! And this is amazing! Because you see that this person is passionate about her portfolio, about her work and only in that way we can achieve our goals!
Tushar
Oh, Tushar! It is hard to write about him. First of all this is my colleague in TM area. Second of all he is great team-mate. Tushar organized best recruitment that I ever seen and made great team from guys who were working in recruitment.
He is crapping dirty jokes. He has strange posts in his blog. But still he is somehow special :))
Mansi
First association that I have with this charming lady, that she is sooooo sweet. Her house is next AIESEC office but with better conditions :) She is always there when you need her! Her passion is AIESEC, she even put statuses in Facebook about AIESEC as a lover. Isn't that strange? Yes, it is. But she is not carrying about that, because she sees something more special in that!
Thank you Mansi, for being close to me, thank's for being my company in buying Valentine cards, even it was never presented. Thank you, for your smiles!
Shalika
My first meeting with that girl was through e-mails. She made my coming to India possible, because she was the one, who was sending me all required documents for visa. She was among those first people whom I met at Nik Backers cafe when I landed in Chandigarh. And now we are working in one team. She is always creative in finding new ways of approaching companies, raising TNs, matching more EPs with AIESEC in Chandigarh!
Shivika
I still don't know Shivika that good. But till now I could see that she is very sweet, very nice person that knows what she wants from life.And she is doing that every day. She is planning to raise so much money, that probably we will be reachest LC in India. I just wish that we will realize that in reality, but knowing her potential in ER I don't have any doubts.
TJ
That was the most inspiring speech that I heard when person was selected for EB. This is the most passionate about Finance person. This is the most challenging team-mate for me. Usually it is hard to work with him, usually it is hard even to talk with him. But I know, or at least I hope that till the end of my term we will have good and friendly relations :)
Abhishek
I think that we have lot's of common with this person, even though not always it can be seen. He is funny. He is like teddy bear :))) He likes his department and as well he has his own opinion about every situation but not always he is telling that :))
Now, person that is close to his heart left and I think that he is not feeling very good. Abhishek, if you are supposed to be together, you will be!
And finally, person that made my experience here so intensive and so different from common view of intersnhip, person that selected me for this Executive Body, person that is always managing everything.
And this person is Vikram!
Vikram was the first person with whom I contacted in Chandigarh, he was the first one who was managing my coming to Incredible India. I always know that if I face some difficulties in work, in implementing my plans I can come to him and talk about that and he will always have some constructive solution. He is great manager and leader with great potential. He is leading a team of 12 people and I think that it is already something that LCP can be recognised for! His dream, life, passion, desire and everything that you can ever imagine is AIESEC.
He is obsessed with our goal - To be number one LC in the world and he is making us to believe in the reality of this dream!
Thank you Vikram for all of that!
And all together, all this bright, special, unique, incredible individuals are one team - Executive Body AIESEC in Chandigarh 2009
THE ARCHITECTS
I know that there are still so many things to find out about this people, as well for some of them I'm like a mystery. Some of them know me from one side, others from another, but there is one common thing for all of us. We are striving to be a team. Not always it is successful, not always it is soooo bad. But we are together. We have one goal, one dream, one desire - TO BE NUMBER ONE LC IN THE AIESEC WORLD IN 2009 .
So, now I want to share what I think, what I know, what I feel towards these 11 bright Individuals!
So, starting from Sahil :)
This person was among few first people who excepted me in EB, not like a foreigner, not like intern, but as a friend, as a team mate. And I'm so thankful for that. Sahil, is the one who can make me think in another, non-standard way. His best phrase about me: Yuliya, there is fun in life even without agenda!
Thank you Sahil, for all our talks in your car, thank's for always dropping me home, thank's for all your valuable advices in AIESEC work, in life, in staying in India, in acting with guys :)))
Gautam
Gautam is a person, who's questions are the most non expectable. My personal life is the most interesting topic for discussion. I remember one moment after GEP event, we had party in AIESEC office. We were standing in the yard, drinking beer, making speaches for people who made this event possible. And I was standing near Gautam, Sahil and TJ. You know, at that moment I had so strong feeling of being one team, having the same views on our goals and having the same desire to achieve them!Thank you for that!
Gautam, is always near by to help. If you ask him for a favour he will be always there. He will come to trainee house to solve some problem even in late night or early morning! Thank's Gauti, for your commitment! Thank's for being so funny and so unpredictable!
Sourabh
Sourabh is the most challenging person to work with. You never know what is going on his head. At this moment he can talk about sessions for GEP event, next moment he is telling me something about his life and than back to the video for the first session that we didn't discuss yet :))
But at the same time, only working with such great individual as Sourabh you can feel passion of the organisation, you can understand how much he is carrying for everything that he is doing. And when he is saying: "Yuliya, don't worry, everything will be alright " I really believe in that, because he is great :)))
My last meeting with Sourabh lasted for 4 hours. We created plan of my work, added new dimensions and completely changed perspectives for a few things. He is motivating me to work more and more! Thank you my dear for that!
Akkriti
At the beginning of my term I even didn't see that girl. She wasn't present at EB announcement, I didn't go for NatCong, so we didn't meet for 1 month or something like that. Our first working meeting was probably during GEP event, where I've seen how she is working with media! Gushhhh, that is something fantastic! She is just crazy about that! And this is amazing! Because you see that this person is passionate about her portfolio, about her work and only in that way we can achieve our goals!
Tushar
Oh, Tushar! It is hard to write about him. First of all this is my colleague in TM area. Second of all he is great team-mate. Tushar organized best recruitment that I ever seen and made great team from guys who were working in recruitment.
He is crapping dirty jokes. He has strange posts in his blog. But still he is somehow special :))
Mansi
First association that I have with this charming lady, that she is sooooo sweet. Her house is next AIESEC office but with better conditions :) She is always there when you need her! Her passion is AIESEC, she even put statuses in Facebook about AIESEC as a lover. Isn't that strange? Yes, it is. But she is not carrying about that, because she sees something more special in that!
Thank you Mansi, for being close to me, thank's for being my company in buying Valentine cards, even it was never presented. Thank you, for your smiles!
Shalika
My first meeting with that girl was through e-mails. She made my coming to India possible, because she was the one, who was sending me all required documents for visa. She was among those first people whom I met at Nik Backers cafe when I landed in Chandigarh. And now we are working in one team. She is always creative in finding new ways of approaching companies, raising TNs, matching more EPs with AIESEC in Chandigarh!
Shivika
I still don't know Shivika that good. But till now I could see that she is very sweet, very nice person that knows what she wants from life.And she is doing that every day. She is planning to raise so much money, that probably we will be reachest LC in India. I just wish that we will realize that in reality, but knowing her potential in ER I don't have any doubts.
TJ
That was the most inspiring speech that I heard when person was selected for EB. This is the most passionate about Finance person. This is the most challenging team-mate for me. Usually it is hard to work with him, usually it is hard even to talk with him. But I know, or at least I hope that till the end of my term we will have good and friendly relations :)
Abhishek
I think that we have lot's of common with this person, even though not always it can be seen. He is funny. He is like teddy bear :))) He likes his department and as well he has his own opinion about every situation but not always he is telling that :))
Now, person that is close to his heart left and I think that he is not feeling very good. Abhishek, if you are supposed to be together, you will be!
And finally, person that made my experience here so intensive and so different from common view of intersnhip, person that selected me for this Executive Body, person that is always managing everything.
And this person is Vikram!
Vikram was the first person with whom I contacted in Chandigarh, he was the first one who was managing my coming to Incredible India. I always know that if I face some difficulties in work, in implementing my plans I can come to him and talk about that and he will always have some constructive solution. He is great manager and leader with great potential. He is leading a team of 12 people and I think that it is already something that LCP can be recognised for! His dream, life, passion, desire and everything that you can ever imagine is AIESEC.
He is obsessed with our goal - To be number one LC in the world and he is making us to believe in the reality of this dream!
Thank you Vikram for all of that!
And all together, all this bright, special, unique, incredible individuals are one team - Executive Body AIESEC in Chandigarh 2009
THE ARCHITECTS
вторник, 3 марта 2009 г.
Подаруй Світло Мені (Present a light for me)
Today I was talking with one of my friends in skype and I understood that she needs to talk with me not only by typing, because I don't have headset, but in life. So, I quickly went out of the office and went trough the field where slum children were running around and begging for money, I went for nearest international phone to call her. Our conversation lasted for 25 minutes. And during this time I felt that I'm doing the right thing. I'M HELPING A PERSON, great individual and simply my friend. After that talk I realised what I'm missing here in India, I'm missing helping people. I don't know how it can be, but I really felt like this.
In Ukraine, every friend of mine knows that in emergency and not only I will come and help. How many of you were coming at late night to my place, because it was nearest or maybe the most convenient place to come, where guests are always welcomed? How many of you came at early morning? When we were meeting or saying last good bye to all interns that we had in LC? Or how many of you came from other cities to stay at my place and enjoy my beloved city, my home town, my Lviv? Probably hundreds! And I enjoyed all of that with you!!!!!
Because this is they way I'm. This is how my normal life is looking like! Because I love to help people, I love guests in my house, I love to show Ukrainian culture to interns. I simply love that!
And here, I miss that. I miss helping my friends, I miss spending time with them.
Even if I would try to help some of my friends here, I can't do that, because I don't know city that good, I don't know how are the things working here to all the details that I know in Ukraine. Probably, here, I need to receive help from someone...
But I want to give something as well...
In Ukraine, every friend of mine knows that in emergency and not only I will come and help. How many of you were coming at late night to my place, because it was nearest or maybe the most convenient place to come, where guests are always welcomed? How many of you came at early morning? When we were meeting or saying last good bye to all interns that we had in LC? Or how many of you came from other cities to stay at my place and enjoy my beloved city, my home town, my Lviv? Probably hundreds! And I enjoyed all of that with you!!!!!
Because this is they way I'm. This is how my normal life is looking like! Because I love to help people, I love guests in my house, I love to show Ukrainian culture to interns. I simply love that!
And here, I miss that. I miss helping my friends, I miss spending time with them.
Even if I would try to help some of my friends here, I can't do that, because I don't know city that good, I don't know how are the things working here to all the details that I know in Ukraine. Probably, here, I need to receive help from someone...
But I want to give something as well...
пятница, 27 февраля 2009 г.
Things that 20 years old need to have...
Today in the morning I was walking to my work and I had so many things in my head in a same moment. I thought about my family, about my mum, my grandparents. I thought about my friends in Ukraine and my friends in India. I thought about relationship that as Sasha said are a bit windy. I thought about the things that 20 years old person need to have/experience/live during this period of time.And after that I came with such a list:
1) You need to fall in love. Great love, that will lead you in every action, every thought, every idea. Love, that will overflow you with new feelings, emotions and images. Love that you will always remember, because most probably it will be your first love. I had it.
2) You need to have one friend that can die for you and can die for him/her. This should a person, whom you can call at 3 am and first thing that you will hear as reply, will not be: What da fuck? Have you seen what time is it now? But you will hear: What happened? How can I help you? Maybe, this person will not have time to hang-out with you every Friday in the cafe, but this person will always meet you in the airport/railway station/bus stand, when you will come home. I had it.
3) You need to have a country, except your own Motherland, that you will always dream about. For sure, you need to visit it and than afterwards always remind yourself about that trip.About feelings and emotions that were over bursting from you during this 10/20/120 days that you've spend in that country. You need to be inspired by people, that are living there, by unique culture, by outstanding architecture/museums, you need to fall in love with nature and sight views of this country. I have it. And not one :)
4) You need to love you Motherland. Not for the political leaders, or for economical system, not for resources or facilities that you can get. BUT for people, history, identity and national spirit. I do!. I'm proud to be Ukrainian.
5) You need to have one Biggest failure and one Biggest success. With you experience this two feelings, you know that there are two poles in the world. You know that you can be king of the moment and you can be complete full next time. After feeling THIS you start to think in long-term perspective. You start to realise that every your step might have a such result in your life, that probably never expect to have. I think I had it.Sometimes even too much of both of them
6) You need to have good relations in your family.It doesn't matter how big your family is. Or you are living with 13 brothers and sisters, or your family is just your mum. You need to have good relations between each other. I know that sometimes it might be hard. I know that sometimes it looks almost impossible, but we need to strive for excellence and we need to achieve it. I can't say that I always have it, but I will strive, because I'm a warrior.
7) You need to have purpose in life. Under the purpose I mean constructive and SMART goal that you want to achieve. I don't care if sounds to AIESECish. Seriously I DON'T CARE
I truly believe that only in this way you can achieve success in your professional life and personal development. And don't tell me that it is too European approach, I just know that it works. On this I'm working on right now. India helped me to come with this resolution!
8) You need to keep dreaming and follow your dream. Those who are saying that dreaming is task only for children are too old to understand beauty of life!when you are dreaming, you understand how magical is every day. When you are dreaming, you start seeing miracle in your daily routine. And finally when you are dreaming you see that impossible is nothing! That only limit is sky! And now, the most important part comes! YOU NEED TO FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS!!!! When you are dreaming with all your heart, Universe can feel it, and it starts to help you. The most important is to see and use those chances that you will be offered. Don't waste your time on regretting about the past. Don't waste your time in searching complicated solutions. Genius ideas are usually so simple! And follow your dreams! Because if you will not do it, you will start to be pessimistic in life approach, you will start seeing shit around you that will bother your mind. Free yourself from this nonsense! Live full life!
This ideas about dreams came to me here, in India. I realised that I stopped dreaming, because all my dreams at that moment came true. I'm a Fullbright finalist, I came to India for internship that I was always dreaming about, I'm living completely independent life. All my dreams at that moment came true. And as I said before I stopped dreaming. Well, some small stuff like having a long white skirt were still in my mind, but it its nothing in comparison with Master program in USA. So, now realising this,I start to dream again :)
9) Do at least one crazy thing. Do something that much crazy, that you will always remember. Something, that when you will be thinking about it you will always smile and say to yourself: " How stupid I was to do it, but how cool I felt that moment!" Probably you will never tell about this situation to your children, probably you will never tell it neither to your mum nor to your husband/wife, but you will always think about it with slight proud and satisfaction of yourself!Frankly speaking, I did. And a lot :)))
10) Have a passion in Life. This passion is very personal stuff. For someone it might be fighting with terrorism in a specific country and for someone it is carrying about his/her family. I know people that found passion because of AIESEC and I know people that found it just because good self-reflection and search. It is up to you, how you will find it, but you need to do it! Without having passion, your life is not that colourful as it may be, it is not that much extraordinary and glorious it is not that much eventful. Yes, for sure, you can live your life without it. Yes, you can go to the work and do your tasks there, you can meet different people and even you can be satisfied with it, But just imagine! Just imagine how your life can change when you will have this damn passion!!!!!! Just imagine how extraordinary your life can be, how many new ideas may come to your mind, how many proper(not random) people you can meet!!! Your life will stop being a mixture of random dots. They will unite under one lucky star, that will lead you in life!
Concerning this last 10th point. I thought that I have this passion. I thought that I unite all the dots properly. But being in India, new thought came to me, new dimensions of already existing brand - Yulia Mikhed, started to appear. And my mind-flow, my perception of life and my passion in it stated to change. Now, I'm on way of search. But I have believe. I know that I will successed. Because I'm following my dreams :)
1) You need to fall in love. Great love, that will lead you in every action, every thought, every idea. Love, that will overflow you with new feelings, emotions and images. Love that you will always remember, because most probably it will be your first love. I had it.
2) You need to have one friend that can die for you and can die for him/her. This should a person, whom you can call at 3 am and first thing that you will hear as reply, will not be: What da fuck? Have you seen what time is it now? But you will hear: What happened? How can I help you? Maybe, this person will not have time to hang-out with you every Friday in the cafe, but this person will always meet you in the airport/railway station/bus stand, when you will come home. I had it.
3) You need to have a country, except your own Motherland, that you will always dream about. For sure, you need to visit it and than afterwards always remind yourself about that trip.About feelings and emotions that were over bursting from you during this 10/20/120 days that you've spend in that country. You need to be inspired by people, that are living there, by unique culture, by outstanding architecture/museums, you need to fall in love with nature and sight views of this country. I have it. And not one :)
4) You need to love you Motherland. Not for the political leaders, or for economical system, not for resources or facilities that you can get. BUT for people, history, identity and national spirit. I do!. I'm proud to be Ukrainian.
5) You need to have one Biggest failure and one Biggest success. With you experience this two feelings, you know that there are two poles in the world. You know that you can be king of the moment and you can be complete full next time. After feeling THIS you start to think in long-term perspective. You start to realise that every your step might have a such result in your life, that probably never expect to have. I think I had it.Sometimes even too much of both of them
6) You need to have good relations in your family.It doesn't matter how big your family is. Or you are living with 13 brothers and sisters, or your family is just your mum. You need to have good relations between each other. I know that sometimes it might be hard. I know that sometimes it looks almost impossible, but we need to strive for excellence and we need to achieve it. I can't say that I always have it, but I will strive, because I'm a warrior.
7) You need to have purpose in life. Under the purpose I mean constructive and SMART goal that you want to achieve. I don't care if sounds to AIESECish. Seriously I DON'T CARE
I truly believe that only in this way you can achieve success in your professional life and personal development. And don't tell me that it is too European approach, I just know that it works. On this I'm working on right now. India helped me to come with this resolution!
8) You need to keep dreaming and follow your dream. Those who are saying that dreaming is task only for children are too old to understand beauty of life!when you are dreaming, you understand how magical is every day. When you are dreaming, you start seeing miracle in your daily routine. And finally when you are dreaming you see that impossible is nothing! That only limit is sky! And now, the most important part comes! YOU NEED TO FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS!!!! When you are dreaming with all your heart, Universe can feel it, and it starts to help you. The most important is to see and use those chances that you will be offered. Don't waste your time on regretting about the past. Don't waste your time in searching complicated solutions. Genius ideas are usually so simple! And follow your dreams! Because if you will not do it, you will start to be pessimistic in life approach, you will start seeing shit around you that will bother your mind. Free yourself from this nonsense! Live full life!
This ideas about dreams came to me here, in India. I realised that I stopped dreaming, because all my dreams at that moment came true. I'm a Fullbright finalist, I came to India for internship that I was always dreaming about, I'm living completely independent life. All my dreams at that moment came true. And as I said before I stopped dreaming. Well, some small stuff like having a long white skirt were still in my mind, but it its nothing in comparison with Master program in USA. So, now realising this,I start to dream again :)
9) Do at least one crazy thing. Do something that much crazy, that you will always remember. Something, that when you will be thinking about it you will always smile and say to yourself: " How stupid I was to do it, but how cool I felt that moment!" Probably you will never tell about this situation to your children, probably you will never tell it neither to your mum nor to your husband/wife, but you will always think about it with slight proud and satisfaction of yourself!Frankly speaking, I did. And a lot :)))
10) Have a passion in Life. This passion is very personal stuff. For someone it might be fighting with terrorism in a specific country and for someone it is carrying about his/her family. I know people that found passion because of AIESEC and I know people that found it just because good self-reflection and search. It is up to you, how you will find it, but you need to do it! Without having passion, your life is not that colourful as it may be, it is not that much extraordinary and glorious it is not that much eventful. Yes, for sure, you can live your life without it. Yes, you can go to the work and do your tasks there, you can meet different people and even you can be satisfied with it, But just imagine! Just imagine how your life can change when you will have this damn passion!!!!!! Just imagine how extraordinary your life can be, how many new ideas may come to your mind, how many proper(not random) people you can meet!!! Your life will stop being a mixture of random dots. They will unite under one lucky star, that will lead you in life!
Concerning this last 10th point. I thought that I have this passion. I thought that I unite all the dots properly. But being in India, new thought came to me, new dimensions of already existing brand - Yulia Mikhed, started to appear. And my mind-flow, my perception of life and my passion in it stated to change. Now, I'm on way of search. But I have believe. I know that I will successed. Because I'm following my dreams :)
среда, 18 февраля 2009 г.
My personal pride - GEP event
As I started to have so many readers of my blog, that can't understand Russian, I will try to write majority of my posts in English starting from this day.
This Sunday AIESEC in Chandigarh organized mega huge event. It was a promotional activity for Global Entrepreneurs Program. We were planning to have 500 people during this event as a result we had 300, but in any case, where in Ukraine, you've seen event for non-aiesecers, where will be 300 participants? I personally haven't seen it.
As usually preparation for this event was in Indian style, so it means that everything was done last moment, but this time with slight Ukrainian influence :)
That's why, when event was planned on Sunday I started to prepare sessions on Thursday :)
This event was in lot's of things new for me. First of all, it was first external event for me in India. Second of all, it was first time that I was agenda manager, and here meaning of this position is a bit different. Here, I was creating all sessions for this event. But I liked it a lot.
I was working non-stop for session preparation for 3 days. It was hard work, but it worth it :) I think that I achieved top of this process,on Saturday aka Valentines day.When all normal people were celebrating this holiday, I went to the work, because as usually we are working on Saturday, than I ran for EBM, than we checked venue and than I started final preparation and clarification. I finished all of this at 3 am. So, as you can see, my Valentines day was totally in AIESEC style :)
Than in the morning, my geaser decided that he is more important than GEP event and stopped working, so I had completely cold shower :) It was extreme experience :) And after that I think that I made a miracle in efficiency of personal preparation - in 15 minutes I dressed up, dried my hair, and started to put make up. See!! I was also impressed :)
And when we came to the venue it all started. First I was a bit worrying about it. When I was delivering faci meeting I was worrying a bit. Even started to forget English words :) But than I felt that I'm in my stream and I started to act according internal signs and it was great.
Whole event passed perfectly. No fuck-ups, no problems with OC, few modifications of agenda, but generally it was great.
When it all finished I was so proud of myself. Because I helped this event to be in the reality and because I worked with incredible people in one team!
I love my life here! It is simply amazing!
This Sunday AIESEC in Chandigarh organized mega huge event. It was a promotional activity for Global Entrepreneurs Program. We were planning to have 500 people during this event as a result we had 300, but in any case, where in Ukraine, you've seen event for non-aiesecers, where will be 300 participants? I personally haven't seen it.
As usually preparation for this event was in Indian style, so it means that everything was done last moment, but this time with slight Ukrainian influence :)
That's why, when event was planned on Sunday I started to prepare sessions on Thursday :)
This event was in lot's of things new for me. First of all, it was first external event for me in India. Second of all, it was first time that I was agenda manager, and here meaning of this position is a bit different. Here, I was creating all sessions for this event. But I liked it a lot.
I was working non-stop for session preparation for 3 days. It was hard work, but it worth it :) I think that I achieved top of this process,on Saturday aka Valentines day.When all normal people were celebrating this holiday, I went to the work, because as usually we are working on Saturday, than I ran for EBM, than we checked venue and than I started final preparation and clarification. I finished all of this at 3 am. So, as you can see, my Valentines day was totally in AIESEC style :)
Than in the morning, my geaser decided that he is more important than GEP event and stopped working, so I had completely cold shower :) It was extreme experience :) And after that I think that I made a miracle in efficiency of personal preparation - in 15 minutes I dressed up, dried my hair, and started to put make up. See!! I was also impressed :)
And when we came to the venue it all started. First I was a bit worrying about it. When I was delivering faci meeting I was worrying a bit. Even started to forget English words :) But than I felt that I'm in my stream and I started to act according internal signs and it was great.
Whole event passed perfectly. No fuck-ups, no problems with OC, few modifications of agenda, but generally it was great.
When it all finished I was so proud of myself. Because I helped this event to be in the reality and because I worked with incredible people in one team!
I love my life here! It is simply amazing!
вторник, 17 февраля 2009 г.
Я люблю тебя, МАМА!!!!
В своем блоге я посвящала посты только тем людям, которые что-то значили для меня. Хотя лучше сказать, я посвящала их тем, которые значили много для меня. И как-то так получилось, что за всю историю этого блога я не написла поста, который бы посвящался самому важному и дорогому для меня человеку: Моей МАМЕ!
И названия я выбрала для этого поста именно такое,неспроста! Прежде чем писать этот пост, я хочу скать ей: "Я ЛЮБЛЮ ТЕБЯ, МАМА!!!!"
Я люблю тебя, во-первых за то, что ты дала мне жизнь, во-вторых за то, что воспитала меня человеком, а в-третих за то, что всегда была рядом!
Ты всегда знаешь, что нужно делать в той или иной ситуации. У тебя всегда готово решение на любой их моих кризисов. Ты знаешь, как утешить и как развеселить меня. И за это я так тебе благодарна. Ты всегда была блтже, чем кто-либо другой, ты всегда понимала лучше, чем кто-либо другой!
Если бы не ты, то я бы ничего не достигла в жизни. Я бы не увидела Берлин, Париж, Амстердам, Стамбул, Москву, Братиславу, Белград, Дели и всю Украину. я бы не попала в университет и не получила диплом бакалавра, я бы не попала в АЙСЕК и не провела бы тут неимоверных 3.5 года. Я бы не знала многих радостей жизни.
Если бы тебя не было рядом, я бы никогда не узнала, что такое трепетная забота матери, когда ты болеешь, я бы не узнала как решить и половину своих проблем и трудностей, просто потому что у меня нет такого жизненного опыта, багажа знаний и даже персональных контактов, как есть у тебя.
Если бы тебя не было рядом у меня бы не было всех Дней Рождений, всех пятничных проходов на пицу, хождения в кино на твое День Рождения и у меня бы никогда не было такого замечательного учителя - ЖИЗНИ!!!!
Мама, прости меня, если я не всегда говорила тебе, то как ситуация выглядит на самом деле. Не подумай, что я делала это из-за внутреней бровады. Нет, просто я не хотела тебя разочаровать. Я знаю, что не всегда соответствую твоим стандартам, просто потому что они порой слишком высоки для меня. Самой большой трагедией в моей жизни будет твое разочарование во мне, как в дочери, как в человеке. Я старалась строить свою жизни так, чтобы ты была мной довольна, чтобы ты могла с гордостью сказать: "Посмотрите, это моя дочка! И я ней горжусь!"
И в тоже время я знаю, что делала много ошибок и знаю, что буду их еще делать. Но знаешь, что мне всегда в тебе восхищало? Нет? Твое Умение прошать! Когда ты говорила фразы: " Я же тебя все равно прощу потому что ты частичка меня", я всегда чувствовала себя последней засранкой, потому что наверно Я часто ней и была. Но после этого, я всегда старалась исправиться, потому что я знала, что моя мама меня простит, потому что она в меня верит.
Так вот сейчас я тоже хочу сказать: " Прости меня мама, что я такая засранка!!!" Я знаю, что сделала достаточно ошибок тут! Я знаю, что часто была не права. Но в то же время я знаю, ЧТО надо изменить, и я знаю, КАК это сделать. А еще потому, мам, что во мне теплиться огонек надежды, что ты мне наконец-то поверишь.
Потому что ты мне верила всегда и потому что ты понимала меня как никто другой!
Я закончу этот пост той же фразой, что и начинала его:
Я ЛЮБЛЮ ТЕБЯ МАМА!!!!
Спасибо, что ты у меня есть! И я очень надеюсь, что ты меня простишь!
И названия я выбрала для этого поста именно такое,неспроста! Прежде чем писать этот пост, я хочу скать ей: "Я ЛЮБЛЮ ТЕБЯ, МАМА!!!!"
Я люблю тебя, во-первых за то, что ты дала мне жизнь, во-вторых за то, что воспитала меня человеком, а в-третих за то, что всегда была рядом!
Ты всегда знаешь, что нужно делать в той или иной ситуации. У тебя всегда готово решение на любой их моих кризисов. Ты знаешь, как утешить и как развеселить меня. И за это я так тебе благодарна. Ты всегда была блтже, чем кто-либо другой, ты всегда понимала лучше, чем кто-либо другой!
Если бы не ты, то я бы ничего не достигла в жизни. Я бы не увидела Берлин, Париж, Амстердам, Стамбул, Москву, Братиславу, Белград, Дели и всю Украину. я бы не попала в университет и не получила диплом бакалавра, я бы не попала в АЙСЕК и не провела бы тут неимоверных 3.5 года. Я бы не знала многих радостей жизни.
Если бы тебя не было рядом, я бы никогда не узнала, что такое трепетная забота матери, когда ты болеешь, я бы не узнала как решить и половину своих проблем и трудностей, просто потому что у меня нет такого жизненного опыта, багажа знаний и даже персональных контактов, как есть у тебя.
Если бы тебя не было рядом у меня бы не было всех Дней Рождений, всех пятничных проходов на пицу, хождения в кино на твое День Рождения и у меня бы никогда не было такого замечательного учителя - ЖИЗНИ!!!!
Мама, прости меня, если я не всегда говорила тебе, то как ситуация выглядит на самом деле. Не подумай, что я делала это из-за внутреней бровады. Нет, просто я не хотела тебя разочаровать. Я знаю, что не всегда соответствую твоим стандартам, просто потому что они порой слишком высоки для меня. Самой большой трагедией в моей жизни будет твое разочарование во мне, как в дочери, как в человеке. Я старалась строить свою жизни так, чтобы ты была мной довольна, чтобы ты могла с гордостью сказать: "Посмотрите, это моя дочка! И я ней горжусь!"
И в тоже время я знаю, что делала много ошибок и знаю, что буду их еще делать. Но знаешь, что мне всегда в тебе восхищало? Нет? Твое Умение прошать! Когда ты говорила фразы: " Я же тебя все равно прощу потому что ты частичка меня", я всегда чувствовала себя последней засранкой, потому что наверно Я часто ней и была. Но после этого, я всегда старалась исправиться, потому что я знала, что моя мама меня простит, потому что она в меня верит.
Так вот сейчас я тоже хочу сказать: " Прости меня мама, что я такая засранка!!!" Я знаю, что сделала достаточно ошибок тут! Я знаю, что часто была не права. Но в то же время я знаю, ЧТО надо изменить, и я знаю, КАК это сделать. А еще потому, мам, что во мне теплиться огонек надежды, что ты мне наконец-то поверишь.
Потому что ты мне верила всегда и потому что ты понимала меня как никто другой!
Я закончу этот пост той же фразой, что и начинала его:
Я ЛЮБЛЮ ТЕБЯ МАМА!!!!
Спасибо, что ты у меня есть! И я очень надеюсь, что ты меня простишь!
суббота, 14 февраля 2009 г.
Мысли вслух
Мне так много хочеться всего сказать, а не получаеться. У меня столько всего случаеться каждый день, что просто перестаешь это замечать. Меня здесь настолько любят, что я просто удивляюсь как я могла жить без этого раньше.И такие вещи как постоянные улыбки, обнимашки и рол-кол с моим именем стали для меня нормальными вешами.
Мне никогда никогда не хотелось уехать с Индии за все это время, что я тут. Наверно потому что, во-первых быть родом с Украины означает уметь выжить во всех ситуациях и со всеми людьми, а во вторых у меня тут сразу появились друзья. У меня сразу появились люди с которыми можно было весело провести время и в также спокойно радоваться жизни :)
Я так часто слышу от стажеров фразы типа: "Как можно выжить в доме, где двери в ванной не закрываються?" или например: "Как это можно пользоваться сливным бачком, в котором сломана крышка?"
Да вот нормально так ними и можно пользоваться. Двери если сильно припереть ногой можно закрыть, а без крышки бачок тоже преотлично работает.
Я была в Европе и я видела как можно жить на самом деле. Я видела неимоверно расфуфыренную Москву и Стамбул,так что говорить, что я не видела ничего нормального и приличного тоже нельзя. Индия - 12 страна, кототую я посещаю. В тоже время я знала куда я еду. Я знала, что я еду в Индию, а не в Рим на стажировку. Я видела фотки этого дома, хотя они были так прилично не апдейнуты :), но все же.
А может быть это я слишком мужицкая или грубая? Но просто мне кажеться лучше не обращать внимания на такие мелочи, как штукатурка, которая свисает с потолка и наслаждаться жизнью в Индии, потому что неизвестно или у меня будет еше второй шанс все это прожить!
А еще у меня классная команда. Им довольно непривычно работать в одной команде со стажером, но они начинают уже привыкать ко мне,а я к ним :) И это главное. У меня классный Джоб Дискрипшен и меня прет работать по 6 часов в сутки только на АЙСЕК. Я снова нашла себя в этой организиции.
А еще мне повезло с мальчиком, с которым пытаюсь строить какие-то отношения. Как я уже говорилаЮ это наверно самые трудные мои международные отношения. Скорее всего культурных различий слишком много. Но в этом есть своя изюминка :) И пока мы еще не той стадии, когда готовы учиться привыкать. Поживем увидем. Только не хочу чтобы снова было мучительно больно уезжать.
Вот только есть одна вешь которая меня огорчает. Я скучаю по маме, а она оооооочень сильно по мне. И ничего мы с этим не можем сделать. Потому что я хочу еще быть в Индии, а она хочет, чтобы я уже ехала домой. Вот так и живем, споря при каждом телефонном звонке.
А завтра я буду проводить ивент на 500 людей. Так как я отвечаю за адженду, то я прописала все сессии для фасиком и должна буду следить за всем ОС :)))
Хахаха. Ну чувствую завтра индусы будут учиться тайм менеджменту :)
Я люблю свою жизнь :)
Мне никогда никогда не хотелось уехать с Индии за все это время, что я тут. Наверно потому что, во-первых быть родом с Украины означает уметь выжить во всех ситуациях и со всеми людьми, а во вторых у меня тут сразу появились друзья. У меня сразу появились люди с которыми можно было весело провести время и в также спокойно радоваться жизни :)
Я так часто слышу от стажеров фразы типа: "Как можно выжить в доме, где двери в ванной не закрываються?" или например: "Как это можно пользоваться сливным бачком, в котором сломана крышка?"
Да вот нормально так ними и можно пользоваться. Двери если сильно припереть ногой можно закрыть, а без крышки бачок тоже преотлично работает.
Я была в Европе и я видела как можно жить на самом деле. Я видела неимоверно расфуфыренную Москву и Стамбул,так что говорить, что я не видела ничего нормального и приличного тоже нельзя. Индия - 12 страна, кототую я посещаю. В тоже время я знала куда я еду. Я знала, что я еду в Индию, а не в Рим на стажировку. Я видела фотки этого дома, хотя они были так прилично не апдейнуты :), но все же.
А может быть это я слишком мужицкая или грубая? Но просто мне кажеться лучше не обращать внимания на такие мелочи, как штукатурка, которая свисает с потолка и наслаждаться жизнью в Индии, потому что неизвестно или у меня будет еше второй шанс все это прожить!
А еще у меня классная команда. Им довольно непривычно работать в одной команде со стажером, но они начинают уже привыкать ко мне,а я к ним :) И это главное. У меня классный Джоб Дискрипшен и меня прет работать по 6 часов в сутки только на АЙСЕК. Я снова нашла себя в этой организиции.
А еще мне повезло с мальчиком, с которым пытаюсь строить какие-то отношения. Как я уже говорилаЮ это наверно самые трудные мои международные отношения. Скорее всего культурных различий слишком много. Но в этом есть своя изюминка :) И пока мы еще не той стадии, когда готовы учиться привыкать. Поживем увидем. Только не хочу чтобы снова было мучительно больно уезжать.
Вот только есть одна вешь которая меня огорчает. Я скучаю по маме, а она оооооочень сильно по мне. И ничего мы с этим не можем сделать. Потому что я хочу еще быть в Индии, а она хочет, чтобы я уже ехала домой. Вот так и живем, споря при каждом телефонном звонке.
А завтра я буду проводить ивент на 500 людей. Так как я отвечаю за адженду, то я прописала все сессии для фасиком и должна буду следить за всем ОС :)))
Хахаха. Ну чувствую завтра индусы будут учиться тайм менеджменту :)
Я люблю свою жизнь :)
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